Posted: 20 Aug 2006, 17:37
I'm evil
The Shogun's castle was...different. It looked like a castle, expect the walls were sloped at the top. Alex could guess why, as the rain had started to come down. It was a torrential downpour that didn't seem to want to stop. It had started earlier that mourning and had continued long into the night. ├óÔé¼┼ôRain like this is normal├óÔé¼┬Ø Lucy said, still somewhat dazed. The cart arrived at the castle and the gates to the castle opened slowly and let them in. The cart stopped and let the visitors our. They stood in the rain, looking a bit forlorn. The Shogun stepped out last, looking at his assembled army. ├óÔé¼┼ôDismissed!├óÔé¼┬Ø he shouted. The army broke apart, running of the field and into the barracks with commendable organization and disciplen.
The Shogun gestured to the keep of his castle ├óÔé¼┼ôCome in├óÔé¼┬Ø he said, walking towards it. Lucy followed, her hair slicked about her head and horns with the rain. Alex and Joa, after a hushed conversation, followed. Sandra went last, her ears plastered against her head. The all walked into the keep. The Shogun pulled his helmet off, now that he was inside his castle. He, quite unsurprisingly, also had horns. ├óÔé¼┼ôSo├óÔé¼┬Ø he said ├óÔé¼┼ôHave you given any thought to my question?├óÔé¼┬Ø. Alex looked at him. The same sense of indecision filled him as had a few hours ago.
The indecision confused Alex even more. He was in love with Joa, wasn't he. But he couldn't quite say no to Lucy's father. ├óÔé¼┼ôNo...I haven't come to a decision yet├óÔé¼┬Ø Alex said. The rain slammed harder onto the side of the keep. The Shogun's face stayed the same, but Alex could see the impatience in his eyes. ├óÔé¼┼ôWell├óÔé¼┬Ø He said ├óÔé¼┼ôLets have dinner├óÔé¼┬Ø. ├óÔé¼┼ôAlex├óÔé¼┬Ø Lucy said as they all walked to the dining room ├óÔé¼┼ôCan I speak with you├óÔé¼┬Ø. The Shogun looked at his daughter, then tilted his head slightly. Alex felt Lucy grab his arm, then drag him off to the side. She took him to a small room, filled with crates and dried fruits.
├óÔé¼┼ôAlex├óÔé¼┬Ø Lucy said ├óÔé¼┼ôMy father's not going to kill you if you say no. He's not that kind of guy├óÔé¼┬Ø. Alex sighed ├óÔé¼┼ôI know├óÔé¼┬Ø He said ├óÔé¼┼ôI just...can't say no├óÔé¼┬Ø. Lucy blinked. Then she laughed ├óÔé¼┼ôReally?├óÔé¼┬Ø she asked. Alex opened his mouth. Then closed it. ├óÔé¼┼ôI├óÔé¼┬Ø he said ├óÔé¼┼ôI can't say yes either. Not yet├óÔé¼┬Ø. Lucy still smiled ├óÔé¼┼ôI think I can├óÔé¼┬Ø she said, walking past him ├óÔé¼┼ôDo something├óÔé¼┬Ø. Alex turned around ├óÔé¼┼ôLike what?├óÔé¼┬Ø Alex asked. Lucy smiled, somewhat mysteriously ├óÔé¼┼ôJust wait and see├óÔé¼┬Ø she said, looking over her shoulder at him. Then she walked out of the room, the door closing behind her. Alex stood in the storage room, feeling more then a little confused. Then he walked out as well.
The dinner was...strange. The food was predominantly comprised of seeds of the weed that the villagers had been harvesting, with lots and lots of familer foods like pork and chicken and beef placed on top. But the foods had strange sauce, stranger cooking and were mixed in even stranger ways. After a few experimental bites Alex found he actually enjoyed it quite a bit. He ate it with a fork, a took doubtlessly brought in for his and Joa's convenience. Lucy and her father ate with two sticks, held in their fingers. They all ate, without talking, for quite a while. Alex finished his first serving and got some more. Joa was already on her third.
Lucy's Father looked at her and smiled. ├óÔé¼┼ôHungry devils├óÔé¼┬Ø he said in the Royal Tongue. ├óÔé¼┼ôHandsome devils├óÔé¼┬Ø Lucy said, still smiling. ├óÔé¼┼ôWhat?├óÔé¼┬Ø Alex asked, completely oblivious. ├óÔé¼┼ôMy daughter and I were discussing the diplomatic situation between our lands├óÔé¼┬Ø the Shogun said ├óÔé¼┼ôIt has grown...chilly as of late├óÔé¼┬Ø. ├óÔé¼┼ôWe're still here aren't we?├óÔé¼┬Ø Joa asked. ├óÔé¼┼ôYes├óÔé¼┬Ø The Shogun said ├óÔé¼┼ôBut other members of my Court have been...thinking a break would be good for now. They wish to ally with the new power, the Southlands├óÔé¼┬Ø. Alex chocked on his noodles. ├óÔé¼┼ôIdiots├óÔé¼┬Ø the Shogun said ├óÔé¼┼ôFools. They think the newest power is the best. They fail to remember both of our glorious histories├óÔé¼┬Ø. ├óÔé¼┼ôTo that!├óÔé¼┬Ø Joa said, raising her wine glass.
├óÔé¼┼ôTo that indeed├óÔé¼┬Ø The Shogun said, not raising his wine glass ├óÔé¼┼ôI believe a new marriage between our family and a royal family of the Empire could solidify our bindings and shut those idiots up├óÔé¼┬Ø. Alex sighed, looking at his belly. Then he looked at Joa. Joa looked at him, her eyes trying to convey what she was thinking. Alex looked back at the Shogun ├óÔé¼┼ôMy family is not the most powerful├óÔé¼┬Ø he said ├óÔé¼┼ôMy brother has joined the Merchants. He's no longer a Lord. My father died a few years ago and my mother is living in seclusion, with the Priestesses. I am no lord├óÔé¼┬Ø. ├óÔé¼┼ôJust a Dragoon at the age of eighteen├óÔé¼┬Ø the Shogun said ├óÔé¼┼ôThat would make you a Samurai by our standards. It takes twenty years of training from childhood to become a Samurai. That or proving yourself in battle├óÔé¼┬Ø.
Alex smiled ├óÔé¼┼ôWell├óÔé¼┬Ø he said ├óÔé¼┼ôI don't quite know about proving myself├óÔé¼┬Ø. Joa snorted ├óÔé¼┼ôDon't let Alex's modesty fool you├óÔé¼┬Ø she said ├óÔé¼┼ôHe's fought through entire army's├óÔé¼┬Ø. ├óÔé¼┼ôI have not├óÔé¼┬Ø Alex said. Sandra, who had kept mostly quiet, started to laugh softly. The Shogun, however, looked thoughtful. ├óÔé¼┼ôHe also slew a dragon├óÔé¼┬Ø Lucy said. ├óÔé¼┼ôThat was mostly you├óÔé¼┬Ø Alex said. There was a sudden silence on the table. The Shogun stared at his daughter. Lucy's face reddened ├óÔé¼┼ôIt wasn't...├óÔé¼┬Ø she said ├óÔé¼┼ôI had...I um├óÔé¼┬Ø. ├óÔé¼┼ôDaughter├óÔé¼┬Ø The Shogun said ├óÔé¼┼ôYou are special├óÔé¼┬Ø. Lucy bowed her head. ├óÔé¼┼ôI am beginning to regret not letting you leave sooner├óÔé¼┬Ø The Shogun said. ├óÔé¼┼ôLetting me leave?├óÔé¼┬Ø Lucy asked, her head snapping up. ├óÔé¼┼ôYou'd think I'd just let you run away├óÔé¼┬Ø the Shogun said. ├óÔé¼┼ôYou...you├óÔé¼┬Ø Lucy stammered. ├óÔé¼┼ôI knew you needed some way of proving yourself├óÔé¼┬Ø The Shogun said.
The next morning and Alex was walking through the hall's of the Castle. Lucy, Joa and Alex had all been given different rooms, and now Alex was wandering around, trying to find someone familer. Everyone else were servants who seemed so meek that it appeared that they were simply bits of furniture. Alex came to a door. He opened it and found that it lead to a sand garden. Alex's mother had loved sand gardens. They had been all the rage in the Empire about a decade ago. They had fallen out of favor, but here they seemed to be still in prominence. Alex walked into the garden and saw a woman was standing there. She wore a long silk green dress with a golden dragon on the side. She also had horns. Alex supposed it would be Lucy's sisters, or someone. She had sisters, right?
├óÔé¼┼ôHello?├óÔé¼┬Ø Alex asked. The woman turned around and looked at him. She was striking. And familer. ├óÔé¼┼ôLucy?├óÔé¼┬Ø Alex asked. ├óÔé¼┼ôDidn't think you'd recognize me with makeup on, did you?├óÔé¼┬Ø Lucy said, smiling. ├óÔé¼┼ôUh├óÔé¼┬Ø Alex said, blinking. He was used to Lucy looking like...well...looking like Joa. Not trying to really stand out. Even when she wore a dress it had been rather subdued, as she had not being trying to draw attention to herself. Now she was...Now she was. ├óÔé¼┼ôUh├óÔé¼┬Ø Alex said again, feeling like an idiot. ├óÔé¼┼ôSo├óÔé¼┬Ø Lucy said, slowly walking to him, stepping gently over the sand garden ├óÔé¼┼ôdo you want to go for a walk?├óÔé¼┬Ø.
├óÔé¼┼ôS...Sure├óÔé¼┬Ø Alex said. Lucy took his arm and started to walk with him down the sand garden ├óÔé¼┼ôWho would have thought├óÔé¼┬Ø Lucy said ├óÔé¼┼ôThat I would have a use for all this makeup?├óÔé¼┬Ø. Alex blinked ├óÔé¼┼ôI don't know├óÔé¼┬Ø he said ├óÔé¼┼ôI mean I didn't├óÔé¼┬Ø. Lucy looked at him ├óÔé¼┼ôAlex├óÔé¼┬Ø she said softly ├óÔé¼┼ôif you marry me then you would have accepted me├óÔé¼┬Ø. Alex nodded ├óÔé¼┼ôThats pretty├óÔé¼┬Ø he started. ├óÔé¼┼ôI mean...when I gave myself to you├óÔé¼┬Ø Lucy said, her voice still soft ├óÔé¼┼ôIf you married me my honor would be saved├óÔé¼┬Ø. ├óÔé¼┼ôBut├óÔé¼┬Ø Alex said ├óÔé¼┼ôI thought we were over that. We're not going to tell anyone, right?├óÔé¼┬Ø. Lucy nodded ├óÔé¼┼ôBut if my father found out├óÔé¼┬Ø she said ├óÔé¼┼ôHe would...he would be honor bound to kill you├óÔé¼┬Ø. Alex blanched. ├óÔé¼┼ôBut if you marry me, then you can be safe├óÔé¼┬Ø Lucy said. She stopped and faced him ├óÔé¼┼ôAnd there are some other benefits as well├óÔé¼┬Ø she said, leaning forward slightly.
Alex snapped his eyes to a point somewhat above her eyes, not wanting to look at them or what lay below them. ├óÔé¼┼ôSo├óÔé¼┬Ø Lucy said ├óÔé¼┼ôWhat is your decision?├óÔé¼┬Ø. ├óÔé¼┼ôLucy I├óÔé¼┬Ø Alex said. ├óÔé¼┼ôYes?├óÔé¼┬Ø Lucy said, leaning forward slightly. ├óÔé¼┼ôI├óÔé¼┬Ø Alex said, not able to say what he wanted to say. He wanted to say ├óÔé¼┼ôI love Joa├óÔé¼┬Ø. But his tong was frozen at the necessary words. Lucy was very close ├óÔé¼┼ôI├óÔé¼┬Ø He said again. ├óÔé¼┼ôAlex just shut up and kiss me├óÔé¼┬Ø Lucy said. She didn't give him the chance to decide. She kissed him. Alex...let her. Lucy stepped away slightly. ├óÔé¼┼ôI gotta go├óÔé¼┬Ø Alex gasped. Then he ran. Lucy stood there, smiling slightly.
├óÔé¼┼ôJoa├óÔé¼┬Ø Alex said ├óÔé¼┼ôWe need to get to the city and finish our mission├óÔé¼┬Ø. Joa looked up from her breakfast. She coughed ├óÔé¼┼ôExcuse me?├óÔé¼┬Ø she asked, her voice lower then its normal pitch. ├óÔé¼┼ôSorry├óÔé¼┬Ø Alex said ├óÔé¼┼ôJon we need to get to Babylon and finish our mission├óÔé¼┬Ø. Joa nodded ├óÔé¼┼ôRight├óÔé¼┬Ø she said ├óÔé¼┼ôWe can get our gear and request a driver and be at Babylon by the end of tomorrow. But first├óÔé¼┬Ø she stabbed her fork into her meal. It stood there, somehow supported by the volume of food ├óÔé¼┼ôHave you turned down Lucy's request for marriage?├óÔé¼┬Ø. Alex sat there, guilt and indecision swimming in his head. ├óÔé¼┼ôNo├óÔé¼┬Ø he said, looking down.
Joa sighed, looking at her plate ├óÔé¼┼ôAlex├óÔé¼┬Ø she said. ├óÔé¼┼ôI know├óÔé¼┬Ø Alex said ├óÔé¼┼ôI just can't...say no├óÔé¼┬Ø. ├óÔé¼┼ôYou want to marry her?├óÔé¼┬Ø Joa asked. ├óÔé¼┼ôNo!├óÔé¼┬Ø Alex said. ├óÔé¼┼ôYou don't want to marry her?├óÔé¼┬Ø Joa asked. ├óÔé¼┼ôNo!├óÔé¼┬Ø Alex said, cupping his head in his hands. Joa sighed ├óÔé¼┼ôAlex├óÔé¼┬Ø She said softly ├óÔé¼┼ôI want to not be jealous...but├óÔé¼┬Ø she slammed her fist on the table ├óÔé¼┼ôI am!├óÔé¼┬Ø . Alex looked at her. ├óÔé¼┼ôYou said you loved me├óÔé¼┬Ø Joa said. ├óÔé¼┼ôI do├óÔé¼┬Ø Alex shot back. ├óÔé¼┼ôThen why are you-├óÔé¼┬Ø Joa's face suddenly spasmed. A servant was standing at the doorway to the room. ├óÔé¼┼ôHe can't understand us├óÔé¼┬Ø Alex said. Joa relaxed ├óÔé¼┼ôThank the gods├óÔé¼┬Ø she said softly. The servant, realizing he was unwanted, turned and practically ran.
The Shogun looked at Alex. ├óÔé¼┼ôHave you made your decision?├óÔé¼┬Ø he asked, looking at the young Dragoon. Alex stood there, feeling butterflies in his stomach. Then he gulped, trying to clear his throat out. Joa and Lucy both looked at him. Sandra also watched, but she was busy eating an Eastlander fruit called a banana. ├óÔé¼┼ôI have decided├óÔé¼┬Ø Alex said. There was silence. Then the Shogun tilted his head ├óÔé¼┼ôWell?├óÔé¼┬Ø he said. Alex said his choice.
The Shogun's castle was...different. It looked like a castle, expect the walls were sloped at the top. Alex could guess why, as the rain had started to come down. It was a torrential downpour that didn't seem to want to stop. It had started earlier that mourning and had continued long into the night. ├óÔé¼┼ôRain like this is normal├óÔé¼┬Ø Lucy said, still somewhat dazed. The cart arrived at the castle and the gates to the castle opened slowly and let them in. The cart stopped and let the visitors our. They stood in the rain, looking a bit forlorn. The Shogun stepped out last, looking at his assembled army. ├óÔé¼┼ôDismissed!├óÔé¼┬Ø he shouted. The army broke apart, running of the field and into the barracks with commendable organization and disciplen.
The Shogun gestured to the keep of his castle ├óÔé¼┼ôCome in├óÔé¼┬Ø he said, walking towards it. Lucy followed, her hair slicked about her head and horns with the rain. Alex and Joa, after a hushed conversation, followed. Sandra went last, her ears plastered against her head. The all walked into the keep. The Shogun pulled his helmet off, now that he was inside his castle. He, quite unsurprisingly, also had horns. ├óÔé¼┼ôSo├óÔé¼┬Ø he said ├óÔé¼┼ôHave you given any thought to my question?├óÔé¼┬Ø. Alex looked at him. The same sense of indecision filled him as had a few hours ago.
The indecision confused Alex even more. He was in love with Joa, wasn't he. But he couldn't quite say no to Lucy's father. ├óÔé¼┼ôNo...I haven't come to a decision yet├óÔé¼┬Ø Alex said. The rain slammed harder onto the side of the keep. The Shogun's face stayed the same, but Alex could see the impatience in his eyes. ├óÔé¼┼ôWell├óÔé¼┬Ø He said ├óÔé¼┼ôLets have dinner├óÔé¼┬Ø. ├óÔé¼┼ôAlex├óÔé¼┬Ø Lucy said as they all walked to the dining room ├óÔé¼┼ôCan I speak with you├óÔé¼┬Ø. The Shogun looked at his daughter, then tilted his head slightly. Alex felt Lucy grab his arm, then drag him off to the side. She took him to a small room, filled with crates and dried fruits.
├óÔé¼┼ôAlex├óÔé¼┬Ø Lucy said ├óÔé¼┼ôMy father's not going to kill you if you say no. He's not that kind of guy├óÔé¼┬Ø. Alex sighed ├óÔé¼┼ôI know├óÔé¼┬Ø He said ├óÔé¼┼ôI just...can't say no├óÔé¼┬Ø. Lucy blinked. Then she laughed ├óÔé¼┼ôReally?├óÔé¼┬Ø she asked. Alex opened his mouth. Then closed it. ├óÔé¼┼ôI├óÔé¼┬Ø he said ├óÔé¼┼ôI can't say yes either. Not yet├óÔé¼┬Ø. Lucy still smiled ├óÔé¼┼ôI think I can├óÔé¼┬Ø she said, walking past him ├óÔé¼┼ôDo something├óÔé¼┬Ø. Alex turned around ├óÔé¼┼ôLike what?├óÔé¼┬Ø Alex asked. Lucy smiled, somewhat mysteriously ├óÔé¼┼ôJust wait and see├óÔé¼┬Ø she said, looking over her shoulder at him. Then she walked out of the room, the door closing behind her. Alex stood in the storage room, feeling more then a little confused. Then he walked out as well.
The dinner was...strange. The food was predominantly comprised of seeds of the weed that the villagers had been harvesting, with lots and lots of familer foods like pork and chicken and beef placed on top. But the foods had strange sauce, stranger cooking and were mixed in even stranger ways. After a few experimental bites Alex found he actually enjoyed it quite a bit. He ate it with a fork, a took doubtlessly brought in for his and Joa's convenience. Lucy and her father ate with two sticks, held in their fingers. They all ate, without talking, for quite a while. Alex finished his first serving and got some more. Joa was already on her third.
Lucy's Father looked at her and smiled. ├óÔé¼┼ôHungry devils├óÔé¼┬Ø he said in the Royal Tongue. ├óÔé¼┼ôHandsome devils├óÔé¼┬Ø Lucy said, still smiling. ├óÔé¼┼ôWhat?├óÔé¼┬Ø Alex asked, completely oblivious. ├óÔé¼┼ôMy daughter and I were discussing the diplomatic situation between our lands├óÔé¼┬Ø the Shogun said ├óÔé¼┼ôIt has grown...chilly as of late├óÔé¼┬Ø. ├óÔé¼┼ôWe're still here aren't we?├óÔé¼┬Ø Joa asked. ├óÔé¼┼ôYes├óÔé¼┬Ø The Shogun said ├óÔé¼┼ôBut other members of my Court have been...thinking a break would be good for now. They wish to ally with the new power, the Southlands├óÔé¼┬Ø. Alex chocked on his noodles. ├óÔé¼┼ôIdiots├óÔé¼┬Ø the Shogun said ├óÔé¼┼ôFools. They think the newest power is the best. They fail to remember both of our glorious histories├óÔé¼┬Ø. ├óÔé¼┼ôTo that!├óÔé¼┬Ø Joa said, raising her wine glass.
├óÔé¼┼ôTo that indeed├óÔé¼┬Ø The Shogun said, not raising his wine glass ├óÔé¼┼ôI believe a new marriage between our family and a royal family of the Empire could solidify our bindings and shut those idiots up├óÔé¼┬Ø. Alex sighed, looking at his belly. Then he looked at Joa. Joa looked at him, her eyes trying to convey what she was thinking. Alex looked back at the Shogun ├óÔé¼┼ôMy family is not the most powerful├óÔé¼┬Ø he said ├óÔé¼┼ôMy brother has joined the Merchants. He's no longer a Lord. My father died a few years ago and my mother is living in seclusion, with the Priestesses. I am no lord├óÔé¼┬Ø. ├óÔé¼┼ôJust a Dragoon at the age of eighteen├óÔé¼┬Ø the Shogun said ├óÔé¼┼ôThat would make you a Samurai by our standards. It takes twenty years of training from childhood to become a Samurai. That or proving yourself in battle├óÔé¼┬Ø.
Alex smiled ├óÔé¼┼ôWell├óÔé¼┬Ø he said ├óÔé¼┼ôI don't quite know about proving myself├óÔé¼┬Ø. Joa snorted ├óÔé¼┼ôDon't let Alex's modesty fool you├óÔé¼┬Ø she said ├óÔé¼┼ôHe's fought through entire army's├óÔé¼┬Ø. ├óÔé¼┼ôI have not├óÔé¼┬Ø Alex said. Sandra, who had kept mostly quiet, started to laugh softly. The Shogun, however, looked thoughtful. ├óÔé¼┼ôHe also slew a dragon├óÔé¼┬Ø Lucy said. ├óÔé¼┼ôThat was mostly you├óÔé¼┬Ø Alex said. There was a sudden silence on the table. The Shogun stared at his daughter. Lucy's face reddened ├óÔé¼┼ôIt wasn't...├óÔé¼┬Ø she said ├óÔé¼┼ôI had...I um├óÔé¼┬Ø. ├óÔé¼┼ôDaughter├óÔé¼┬Ø The Shogun said ├óÔé¼┼ôYou are special├óÔé¼┬Ø. Lucy bowed her head. ├óÔé¼┼ôI am beginning to regret not letting you leave sooner├óÔé¼┬Ø The Shogun said. ├óÔé¼┼ôLetting me leave?├óÔé¼┬Ø Lucy asked, her head snapping up. ├óÔé¼┼ôYou'd think I'd just let you run away├óÔé¼┬Ø the Shogun said. ├óÔé¼┼ôYou...you├óÔé¼┬Ø Lucy stammered. ├óÔé¼┼ôI knew you needed some way of proving yourself├óÔé¼┬Ø The Shogun said.
The next morning and Alex was walking through the hall's of the Castle. Lucy, Joa and Alex had all been given different rooms, and now Alex was wandering around, trying to find someone familer. Everyone else were servants who seemed so meek that it appeared that they were simply bits of furniture. Alex came to a door. He opened it and found that it lead to a sand garden. Alex's mother had loved sand gardens. They had been all the rage in the Empire about a decade ago. They had fallen out of favor, but here they seemed to be still in prominence. Alex walked into the garden and saw a woman was standing there. She wore a long silk green dress with a golden dragon on the side. She also had horns. Alex supposed it would be Lucy's sisters, or someone. She had sisters, right?
├óÔé¼┼ôHello?├óÔé¼┬Ø Alex asked. The woman turned around and looked at him. She was striking. And familer. ├óÔé¼┼ôLucy?├óÔé¼┬Ø Alex asked. ├óÔé¼┼ôDidn't think you'd recognize me with makeup on, did you?├óÔé¼┬Ø Lucy said, smiling. ├óÔé¼┼ôUh├óÔé¼┬Ø Alex said, blinking. He was used to Lucy looking like...well...looking like Joa. Not trying to really stand out. Even when she wore a dress it had been rather subdued, as she had not being trying to draw attention to herself. Now she was...Now she was. ├óÔé¼┼ôUh├óÔé¼┬Ø Alex said again, feeling like an idiot. ├óÔé¼┼ôSo├óÔé¼┬Ø Lucy said, slowly walking to him, stepping gently over the sand garden ├óÔé¼┼ôdo you want to go for a walk?├óÔé¼┬Ø.
├óÔé¼┼ôS...Sure├óÔé¼┬Ø Alex said. Lucy took his arm and started to walk with him down the sand garden ├óÔé¼┼ôWho would have thought├óÔé¼┬Ø Lucy said ├óÔé¼┼ôThat I would have a use for all this makeup?├óÔé¼┬Ø. Alex blinked ├óÔé¼┼ôI don't know├óÔé¼┬Ø he said ├óÔé¼┼ôI mean I didn't├óÔé¼┬Ø. Lucy looked at him ├óÔé¼┼ôAlex├óÔé¼┬Ø she said softly ├óÔé¼┼ôif you marry me then you would have accepted me├óÔé¼┬Ø. Alex nodded ├óÔé¼┼ôThats pretty├óÔé¼┬Ø he started. ├óÔé¼┼ôI mean...when I gave myself to you├óÔé¼┬Ø Lucy said, her voice still soft ├óÔé¼┼ôIf you married me my honor would be saved├óÔé¼┬Ø. ├óÔé¼┼ôBut├óÔé¼┬Ø Alex said ├óÔé¼┼ôI thought we were over that. We're not going to tell anyone, right?├óÔé¼┬Ø. Lucy nodded ├óÔé¼┼ôBut if my father found out├óÔé¼┬Ø she said ├óÔé¼┼ôHe would...he would be honor bound to kill you├óÔé¼┬Ø. Alex blanched. ├óÔé¼┼ôBut if you marry me, then you can be safe├óÔé¼┬Ø Lucy said. She stopped and faced him ├óÔé¼┼ôAnd there are some other benefits as well├óÔé¼┬Ø she said, leaning forward slightly.
Alex snapped his eyes to a point somewhat above her eyes, not wanting to look at them or what lay below them. ├óÔé¼┼ôSo├óÔé¼┬Ø Lucy said ├óÔé¼┼ôWhat is your decision?├óÔé¼┬Ø. ├óÔé¼┼ôLucy I├óÔé¼┬Ø Alex said. ├óÔé¼┼ôYes?├óÔé¼┬Ø Lucy said, leaning forward slightly. ├óÔé¼┼ôI├óÔé¼┬Ø Alex said, not able to say what he wanted to say. He wanted to say ├óÔé¼┼ôI love Joa├óÔé¼┬Ø. But his tong was frozen at the necessary words. Lucy was very close ├óÔé¼┼ôI├óÔé¼┬Ø He said again. ├óÔé¼┼ôAlex just shut up and kiss me├óÔé¼┬Ø Lucy said. She didn't give him the chance to decide. She kissed him. Alex...let her. Lucy stepped away slightly. ├óÔé¼┼ôI gotta go├óÔé¼┬Ø Alex gasped. Then he ran. Lucy stood there, smiling slightly.
├óÔé¼┼ôJoa├óÔé¼┬Ø Alex said ├óÔé¼┼ôWe need to get to the city and finish our mission├óÔé¼┬Ø. Joa looked up from her breakfast. She coughed ├óÔé¼┼ôExcuse me?├óÔé¼┬Ø she asked, her voice lower then its normal pitch. ├óÔé¼┼ôSorry├óÔé¼┬Ø Alex said ├óÔé¼┼ôJon we need to get to Babylon and finish our mission├óÔé¼┬Ø. Joa nodded ├óÔé¼┼ôRight├óÔé¼┬Ø she said ├óÔé¼┼ôWe can get our gear and request a driver and be at Babylon by the end of tomorrow. But first├óÔé¼┬Ø she stabbed her fork into her meal. It stood there, somehow supported by the volume of food ├óÔé¼┼ôHave you turned down Lucy's request for marriage?├óÔé¼┬Ø. Alex sat there, guilt and indecision swimming in his head. ├óÔé¼┼ôNo├óÔé¼┬Ø he said, looking down.
Joa sighed, looking at her plate ├óÔé¼┼ôAlex├óÔé¼┬Ø she said. ├óÔé¼┼ôI know├óÔé¼┬Ø Alex said ├óÔé¼┼ôI just can't...say no├óÔé¼┬Ø. ├óÔé¼┼ôYou want to marry her?├óÔé¼┬Ø Joa asked. ├óÔé¼┼ôNo!├óÔé¼┬Ø Alex said. ├óÔé¼┼ôYou don't want to marry her?├óÔé¼┬Ø Joa asked. ├óÔé¼┼ôNo!├óÔé¼┬Ø Alex said, cupping his head in his hands. Joa sighed ├óÔé¼┼ôAlex├óÔé¼┬Ø She said softly ├óÔé¼┼ôI want to not be jealous...but├óÔé¼┬Ø she slammed her fist on the table ├óÔé¼┼ôI am!├óÔé¼┬Ø . Alex looked at her. ├óÔé¼┼ôYou said you loved me├óÔé¼┬Ø Joa said. ├óÔé¼┼ôI do├óÔé¼┬Ø Alex shot back. ├óÔé¼┼ôThen why are you-├óÔé¼┬Ø Joa's face suddenly spasmed. A servant was standing at the doorway to the room. ├óÔé¼┼ôHe can't understand us├óÔé¼┬Ø Alex said. Joa relaxed ├óÔé¼┼ôThank the gods├óÔé¼┬Ø she said softly. The servant, realizing he was unwanted, turned and practically ran.
The Shogun looked at Alex. ├óÔé¼┼ôHave you made your decision?├óÔé¼┬Ø he asked, looking at the young Dragoon. Alex stood there, feeling butterflies in his stomach. Then he gulped, trying to clear his throat out. Joa and Lucy both looked at him. Sandra also watched, but she was busy eating an Eastlander fruit called a banana. ├óÔé¼┼ôI have decided├óÔé¼┬Ø Alex said. There was silence. Then the Shogun tilted his head ├óÔé¼┼ôWell?├óÔé¼┬Ø he said. Alex said his choice.